may be getting the best of me. Either that or my thyroid medication is all messed up. It is quite possibly a combination of both. I've had the follow-up kisses and words of endearment. I understand we each have our separate lives that we are just giving each other a peek into at this stage of the game. So now I am hoping to see him tonight - unencumbered by his buddies this time. Yes, real life stepped into my fairytale last weekend but that's just fine. He was straight up about it - out with friends and been partying most of the afternoon. It made me take a step back and take a look at this...this thing. I have to give it time and it has to be a mutual decision when we take this a step farther. I will readily admit to fantasies of many kinds running through my head. So I have to temper myself from wanting to "jump" this guy (as my niece would say) by having some restraint and making sure that if/when that happens, it is right for both of us.
There is a lot we don't know about one another yet. But when we talk, we talk a lot so I think we're learning. I'm getting those butterflies again about going out on a Friday night in anticipation of just seeing him. That has to mean something! So if anyone reads this, say a little prayer that this is the real deal and that I will find guidance along the way.
Now the clock is ticking louder as the waking hour nears...time to start thinking about outfit, perfume, etc. All for a possibility...but I think that's okay.